indodinobino

lost

2011-06-09T04:37:00.000-07:00

what are we exactly looking for in our life?

i am 100% sure everyone has thought about this question

but what is the answer?

happiness? happiness is subjective

and honestly speaking i don't know what happiness really is for me

maybe acceptance?

i am insecure of who i really am, but i guess even thou you are not insecure of who you really are, you are still constantly looking for acceptance from others, isn't that what we have been doing through out our life? we try do the the best in school to prove to our parents that we can, we try to socialise with the community to get more friends, we do all the things to get acceptance not only from others but also from ourselves. no?

so then, what is the purpose of our life? god is? i dont know and i am not sure

my minds and my thought have been filled with nonsense thoughts

i dont even know what i am really talking about now, i literally typed out what is coming out in my mind.

moral of this blog is, i dont know what i am doing, and i dont know what i am going to do, i am lost. enough said

cross paths

2010-12-09T09:10:00.000-08:00

goodbye my love

my time here is up

we met by fate

we leave with faith

for one day we shall meet again

for one day we shall cross paths again

with hope

with dream

we have the courage

we know we will meet again

till then take care

letter for me

2010-12-05T02:29:00.000-08:00

im writing this down to remind me of who am i in this time

i am lost without vision

i am miserable without you

i am confused without plans

i am yet to discover who i am

i am yet to realise what i want to do

i am yet to decide where i am going to be

i am yet to believe in my self

don't ask me why

because i don't know either.

the old me has clearly gone

the one who knows what to do next

the one who knows who is he gonna be

the one who knows where is he gonna stay

but once i see part of the world

once i shift from one interest to another one

once i meet new people in my life

once i share my experiences

i am once became the clay that yet to be shape

but i make a promise to myself

i will soon resolve all these problems.

i will soon reveal all these secrets

i know i will and i know i can

just let me be who ever i am now

you the soul that always there

2010-12-05T02:16:00.000-08:00

for you,

here i am filling up this empty page with words and thoughts

here i am to say

thank you for who you are

you are the soul

the water that keep me flourish

the sun that keep me growing

you are the soul

the moon that keep me asleep

the stars that show me the lights

you are far

yet so close

you are no one

but your self

and i want to be the same for you

i want you to be happy

i want you to smile

i want you to keep shining

problem is always there, so does solution

sadness is always there, so does happiness

whenever you feel down, do remember there are other stuffs to keep you moving forward

past is past, future is yet to come, and now, now is the time for you to enjoy and cherish

last

i want you to be the rainbow

the colour that fill the sky after the darkness

i want you to be the rainbow

the promise that you will keep

i want you to be the rainbow

just because it is the beauty that no other things can compared to

and by rainbow i mean you

you are the rainbow

when you find this

2010-12-05T01:45:00.000-08:00

goodbye

the simplest // hardest word to say. to learn. to understand. and to experience.

most people hate to say goodbye, because once you say that word, you stand a chance to not be able to see that person ever again.

promises come next

i don't believe in promise, because even myself i can't make a promise

so i don't expect people to do the same

but deep in my heart i'd loved to receive it

how many promises do we make each day? and how many do end up keeping?

distraction appears later.

one factor that demolishes and fades the promise away

like a wind blowing the dust away

like a sun shining the light to keep the moon away

your happiness. your sorrows. your time. and your life.

they are everything that keep you away from your promises. or should i say vice versa.

regrets never stop coming.

one last thing is regret.

they come without asking our permission, they go without seeking our acknowledgment

they are the fear in our life.

i am here,

learning how to say goodbye

learning how to keep my promises

learning how to avoid all the distractions

and of course learning how to stop the regrets in coming into my life.

but i shall not be the only one. they other person that you are saying goodbye with have to understand this. otherwise you and i will be standing alone, fighting for what we think is worth, but in fact it turns up to be nothing.

the little something

2010-11-13T09:12:00.000-08:00

superstition limitation freedom

culture belief self-formation

time life love

sorrow joy purpose

freedom love purpose self discovery

random words that came across to me, that seems to be connected to each other

take your time and think about it. u might find out who you really are and what you really want

sorry that i loved you (by anthony)

2010-11-13T08:59:00.000-08:00

for all of the times that i tried for your smile

for making you think i was worth the while

so your love would be mine

for sending you flowers and holding your hand

that no one was there to take a stand

but love makes us blind

and i'm sorry that i hurt you

sorry that i was fell through

sorry i was falling in love with you

i'm sorry that it came through

but sorry doesn't turn back time

for all that i have done to you

i wish i could make it right

sorry that i hurt you

sorry that i needed you

sorry that i held you tight

the beauty of this life is one

2010-11-13T06:35:00.000-08:00

hopeless dreams and hopeless thoughts

where am i going? no one knows.

who knows this could feel right.

indescribable feelings

unreadable emotions

hopeless dreamers and hopeless times

this don't feel right

who knows what i feel

.let me kiss the sun at night

cigarettes

2010-11-13T06:25:00.001-08:00

.first thought.

the thought of never seeing you again

the thought of the promises

the thought of the time

the thought of this friendship

the thought of the distance

light me up like a cigarettes

the thought of being alone

the thought of the uncertainty of my future

the thought of the insecurity within me

the thought of what the world expect

the thought of proving my self

and just let me burn catch fire and burn

the thought of the impossible

the thought of the i'm possible

the thought of the dreams

the thought of the wishes

the thought of the lies

so let me just burn and vanish

the thought of these thoughts

let me burn

f.r.i.e.n.d.s

2010-04-23T07:13:00.000-07:00

i think i don't have friends

tons of people coming into my life and goes away

round and round and round again and again and again

but no one stay

2010-04-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

Habitual

along the river grasses grown

along the river water glided

along the river misty life begun

the mist that is so foggy that life seems to be the blind side of mine

i'm disappointed i'm upset i'm lost

D.A.D

2010-01-01T10:04:00.000-08:00

new year, supposed to be a great start ahead

but, randomly my dad called on me, asked me why you guys never talk to me.

i had no idea how to reply him, heaps of answers appeared in my mind, but i just couldn't let it out, more on what to tell him.

at the end i said I DON'T KNOW

he started talking on something that i couldn't really get what he was trying to say.

next he said everyone's life has their purpose, and he asked me what's their purpose, i said everyone has different purpose of life.

he continued by i have fulfilled my purpose of my life, so what is next? im useless now.

he said he wants to see his children to be successful, but until now, no one has reach that point yet. (speechless)

the worse thing is he said 'i know your uncle's children gonna be excellent, but mine, all are stupid' yeah he said STUPID!

towards the end, he said i gonna die 'cham'...

i dont know what he wants,

all i know is he is selfish and he always think of something stupid instead of something positive,

i dont know what to do, I AM FRUSTRATED!!

REALLY REALLY FRUSTRATED

argghhhhhh

something stupid

2009-12-23T07:03:00.000-08:00

few days since i touched down

first day in my real hometown

greeted not by what i expected

family is good, i always wish to spend times with them

but, what i expected seems far away

comment on appearance,

comment on everything i said and did

frustrated, i hate it,

i would rather stay in melbourne, with the hot weather

than this humid and unwanted greeting

skycraper

2009-12-22T09:22:00.000-08:00

late at night

the moment when i think the city is dead

i walked out the terrace

i took a deep breathe, hold it and let it go

i opened my eyes and i see city lights

the lights that looks like the stars in the sky

at that moment, i felt like i'm standing on the top of the world

looking down to every details of everything down the earth

i am the owner of the universal

the cup of herbal tea

2009-12-20T08:13:00.001-08:00

life is like a cup of herbal tea

it is bitter but those bitterness bring you a taste of sweetness

sweet in the sense of healthy life

so is life

after all those bad things you have encounter, you learn how to live your life

it doesn't taste so good, but yet when you look back you know those bitterness are worth consume

the bitterness doesn't goes straight after you guzzle it

and so is life, bad things just seems to be there and always there

but what can it be worse than those bitterness, i guess none

none of us like the bitterness, it is awful, unpleasant, and extremely sucks

a lot of us like to take the bitterness into granted, the bad experiences stuck in our mind anytime and everytime, but we never think about the 'sweetness' after the gulp of the bitterness.

how many times have we actually appreciate it?

i don't know, how about u?

i belong to You

2009-12-14T04:39:00.000-08:00

i've been letting You down

but no matter what i do

You will always say 'son i love you'

' and i do'

i am speechless hopeless and useless

but You always there telling me that i am who You are

according to You, i am perfect

for You have your way in me

true

2009-12-11T03:31:00.000-08:00

the wind is whispering to me

bringing me to the wide ocean sky

no border line no living animals no human voices

is an unlimited open space

perching on the white sands

staring at the ocean blue

and listening to the song from the breezing wind

slowly it bringing me alive

no pressure

gulping the whole new fresh air

blowing my mind and my life

so light i feel like flying

====================

indeed,

i'm deadly bored

begging on people in my msn list to talk to me

ended up chewing the fat in skype with JOANNE TEO

for the time of chatting,

i throw my pressure away, far beyond my control

and when we ended our talk

those forces fly back from the outer world in a light speed

and i realize 'he' is here.

stared at the sun set

my heart sink

my brain start boosting on its machine, working on those memories, bringing them back alive

but that is not i wanted

7 days to go

the mixture of feeling start pouring on my mind

the happiness and the sorrow

one day, if i can i would build a machine and i will name it 'washing machine'

not your dirty clothes but you undesirable thoughts

cleaning them up like the dirty and odour clothes being cleaned, white and fresh

until then, i will still remain as who i am

but the question arise: who am i?

c.

2009-12-11T00:02:00.000-08:00

im living in the confusion

extremely confused for everything

what i want is to run away

but i know those confusions will still there

because it derives from my deeper self.

kill me

Sun Flower

2009-12-08T07:34:00.001-08:00

Sun Flower
© Steffi Gandalia 2009

Tonight I sit alone in my room
Looking at the plastic sun flower under the moon
Sometimes I wish I could just be that
As it looks great all the time

Hey but it’s unreal to realize
There’re no such words as living, breathing, blooming, and growing
Coz this phony sun flower isn’t alive,
They just pretend to be strong but they don’t have life

I’m a living man
With a heart and feelings
With a soul to see what’s unseen
With a mind to dream and imagine

I just want to be real
I need a ground for me to stand
I need water to feed my thirst
And Yes, I need the sun to shine on me

Somehow I’m trying to lie to myself
That I’m strong enough to do everything
But in the end I find I mess everything when I depend on my own
And I find that I only shine when He shines on me

So often I am trying to run and do it all alone
Till I get tired to wear a mask and have no confidence to show
And You made me realize
I can’t be a beauty living sun flower when I don’t have You, My sun shine

I’m a living man
With a heart and feelings
With a soul to see what’s unseen
With a mind to dream and imagine

I just want to be real
I need a ground for me to stand
I need water to feed my thirst
And Yes, I need the sun to shine on me

I want to be a sunflower
With my sun shining on me
I want to color this beautiful world
With Him being my role

Coz You’re the only source of my beautiful life
No.. I can’t shine without you
When You’re not by my side
And I can’t live without you

run

2009-12-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

i don't know what am i doing

again and again.

i never learn how to be a good one

or maybe i am but because of the intimidation for the thousands times i fall again

through out my whole life, i realise there is one thing i can't change

i can't blame the the world where i live

and i can't blame anyone else either

and of course i can't blame my self

so i always reassure my self that God has His purpose

yet till now, i don't know what it is

what i know is i am suffering

and i don't really like it

i have no where to run to

i have no one to go through

once again i am intimidated

how i wish i could ran out from all these.

and i know it is impossible

until the day i say goodbye to the world

and sometimes i hope that day will be tomorrow

i am really exhausted

run.

literally bored

2009-11-13T20:43:00.000-08:00

another blank page has been filled

i hope it will be filled by a great colour

i have done what i am supposed to

now

reality comes,

time to face it

time to click with it

how i wish ...

routine in exam periods

2009-10-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

awakened by the melody of birds

the moment i opened up my heavy eyes

i was surprised

i was greeted by the warm welcome from the summer air

later afternoon, the unusual broiling air heavily waved through my window

and yet i realized it is still spring

put on my summer clothes to make sure my body is ready for the heat

and i head to school to begin my daily routine

nothing else besides perching on the rolling chair and flipping through my notes with the fragrance cup of coffee to make sure i am ready for the rest of my day.

run across familiar strangers in library, listened to undesirable noises

i told my self i need to pinpoint on my books and notes

the routine in the library ended by the familiar voice saying 'library close in 5 minutes'

loaded my 'equipment' into my -great gift from my friends- bag, as i ready to go

the frame of mind rooted by my cup of coffee faded away, as the sun begin to say good bye for the day

my stomach began to play the rolling drum, reminded me it is the time to fill some edible stuffs in to it.

prepared my dinner as i reached home, and finished it while enjoying some entertainment streaming from my computer.

i called it a day when the time showed 04:35am

4.01 am

2009-10-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

hey there,

i know my blog is basically my own conversation, but who cares.

cause i found it interesting when i read back all those memories. :)

now is 4.01 am tuesday.

exam is next week, and i havent prepare yet.

i just dont have the mood to study.

these few days, i've been thinking of Dickinson, the people there and the experiences i had last year. time flies, it has been a year since i last saw them, but somehow it feels like last couple of weeks.

besides, i also have a tension to fly to malaysia, to meet up my friends there, as i guess i need an update from them.

i miss all of them, like really do.

life in melbourne is so far so good. nothing much happen

but what i realize from myself is im random, i hate my randomness.

and i think im weird too :D/

but wells, i dont give a shit, i dont care

i mean i just dont want to think of it.

i want to go back to dickinson so badly, like really2 bad..

i miss the snow, the apartment, wal mart, wendy's, and mates over there. :(

im thinking of the song which made me get to know tom, but i couldnt remember anything.

so frustrated, omg. .

huh.

okay thats about it i guess.

summer is coming :)

i hope i will have a fantastic holiday :D

kembali

2009-09-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

udah lama banget ga post

sebenarnya banyak banget yg gw mao critain, cuman karena badai malas melanda mulu

jadi ya begitu lah

ga kebayang uda semester 5 gw d uni, 3 semester lagi gw lulus dan gw ga tao gw mao ngapain

dan hitung2 uda 3 semester gw d melbourne. banyak bgt perubahan. dari hidup sampai hidup (apa coba) ya pokoknya perubahan

mikir2 kykny gw jadi makin bego, bhs indo gw bner2 uda brubah jadi jelek bgt, bhs inggris juga ga maju2 jadi mao komunikasi pake bahasa apa coba

but yeah, back to business

i've been suffering in depression for past few months. dont ask me why, cause i dont know

couple months ago i had an urge to get my ticket and fly back to indo. . an out of sudden idea

i've been thinking too much, way beyond my control and my expectation -fantasy

i have no idea on what i want and what i need

strange, stranger, weird, awkward. thats all i can say to describe myself

i lost my self identity

well whatever, forget it

okay back to campus life, last sem was great, this sem seems to be just okay

cos everybody have their own stuffs to take care of

this sem is not the so called 'saddest' sem as i expected,

cos the distance between our friendship seems to be moving and switching from one to the others

most of my good friends here, well i should say all of my good friends in berwick is leaving soon

in 2 months time, and i dont know when and where i will see them again

their last sem,, sad ..but nothing else i can do, besides preparing my self to say good bye, and maybe shower in tears,

sigh!!

great to get to know you guys,

okay ,ots of stuff to say but im lazy, (massive headache atm) lame

till then take care

it's just a dream

2009-07-22T02:27:00.001-07:00

everybody have at least one dream

a dream that tell a story, a fairly tale story.

everybody dare to dream, because they need no worry about what is impossible, because in a dream, everything is possible

dream maybe is a source of happiness, however i found it a tricky one

dream tends to give us hope, a hope that will never happen. perhaps a disappointment.

i have a dream, and i dare to dream, because i know i can make things happen in my dream

but the momment i open up my eyes, those dreams faded away, what left is a miserable feeling

it doesn't feel good at all, some times i feel my dream is just so close to reach, but yet is still so far, indeed i will never reach that dream.

so i guess why the word 'dream' known as dream, because at the end it just a illusion.

it's just a dream

b.l.o.g

2009-05-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

been reading my friends' blogs.

and i found out that people tends to blog when they feel upset.

when they feel miserable, when they thing they have no one to talk to.

(well that's more on my self)

blowing wind

2009-05-22T01:39:00.000-07:00

summer

the trees were green

the wind was breezing

the birds were singing

life seems meaningful

autumn

mellow of the trees

chilling of the wind

empty sky

life is fading

winter

leaves on the ground

fog cover the sky

birds are hiding

life seems meaningless

sinking boat

2009-05-22T01:26:00.000-07:00

sink.

everything feels like lost forever,

no good reason to holding on.

every breath is a waste of energy

every step is the move to the end

sink.

never know what is going on

even now everything seems meaningless

every reality is a pain

every dreams is a fantasy

sink.

sitting on the boat

i lost the balance

i lost the comfort

i fall

i'm sinking

i don't know what happen,

and i can't react

games that never end

and i'm falling slowly.

all i need is love

"how you remind me"

2009-01-26T03:42:00.000-08:00

it has been 2 months since i'm working in wendy's dickinson.

really glad to be here. this is my first job i ever had.

it isn't that tough even-though one of the manager is a bitch.

well that bitch gives me some fun while working, at least i have someone to argue with.

overall im having fun here.

as the information, im a "night guy", i work for closing. it isn't a fun job for the others. somehow im enjoying it. even it is tiring and complicated. but yet i love it.

every closing, the music from the ceiling will start playing out loud for entertaining purpose.

and guess what? i found alot of songs that will remind me those days and friends in wendy's.

those songs are:

-womanizer. sing by justin (european whore working mate)

sometimes justin change it to sanitizer or baconator. he is really a fun guy. like to work with him, he is weird. touch his nipple. and said what's going on.

-hot and cold. sing by riley (korean whore mate)

16 years old guy. like to be called as whore, kinda childish. but he is fun!

we sing we shout and we laugh in deidra's car, after we catch the movie. "cos ur hot n ur cold, your yes and your no,....." lol

-graduation. sing by tom (sex whore? i guess)

weird? sex whore? i have no idea, but most of the time we talk bout sex, or teaching him some bad words in indon. emotional guy and a night star.his mad and happy kinda mix together. yet having fun while working with him.

-realize. sing by briley, (genius) justin, and me

briley is a genius guy, his position in wendy's is safety marshal. he is graduating soon from his high school. he just received a 20grand scholarship. and he applied harvard and yale for his future collage. WAH. cool. well this song is actually started by me, and continue by justin and followed by briley.

this song also remind me bout duet with justin, every single night when i work with him. and he will said "we gonna win american idol" LOL. yeah

-how you remind me.

this song is just so cool! it reminds me every seconds of my closing moment.

besides those names and songs,

- bo is also a great person, he is the employee of the month. as i know, he is a pro in guitar hero!

- deidra, she is a great friend. she gives us rides to walmart, home, watch movie, applebee's, and willings to drive to bismarck, which is an hour and half journey. she is such a great friend. and guess what? she is the employee of the month AND employee of the year. @.@

- gwen, she is a nice mother. she is just so amazing, she likes to sing rnb songs, age is not a problem for her. she is kind and a good person. she invited us to her house to had a great christmas dinner!

one of the most important person is JASON.

he is one of the manager. he takes care of us. his is a dad of 5. but he acts young and looks young! he is a fun manager to work with! "diu diu diu diu" or "scooby doobi doo, where are you" those are the songs come from his mouth! kinda cute thou.

those songs will definitely reminds me to my days and my friends in wendy's.

"this is how you remind me"

another 14 days to call out the contract.

14 days working in wendy's. i can count the days and the person who i will spend with for the next 2 weeks. will meet some friends for less than 10 times or even 5 times. and is time to say good bye.

and have no idea at all when and where will meet them again!

such a great experience here! im really glad to be here.

update

2009-01-23T15:34:00.001-08:00

been so long again, finally i have that mood to type for this blog.

i dont know how to start,.

a lot of topics to write thou, such as:

-after exam

-leaving melbourne

-holiday in malaysia

-work and travel in states

and bla bla bla..

whatever, okay im in states now, dickinson, north dakota.

working in wendy's as busy body (everything) from grill to fries, to sandwich maker, to cleaner, and everything.

have uploaded few pictures in facebook. feel free to take a look on my facebook! (link on the right hand side)

nothing much to say, have to go to work in 1 hour.

see ya!

living in the uncomfortable zone

2008-10-09T05:48:00.000-07:00

living in the uncomfortable zone teach me how to live my life to the fullest.

i have been here for about 3 months,
and it is my first time to step into the life, where i have to reform and plant my self into a new church
it sounds good, but in fact it doenst taste so good.
my current physical life is just so perfect, but my spiritual life is kind like 'dying'.

i thought everything will be find here, my life, my study, my friends, my church and my community
everything is very perfect, just my church and my community life is not.
i've been to two churches here, one is indonesian church (is really like fgcc) and the other one is family church (very small church)
the indonesia church is so far a way, one hour journey by train, so two hours for two ways. and it is in the morning
the family church is close to my place, the ps pick us up every sunday evening

in indonesia church, i joint the the class like i did in malaysia, the materials were all the same as u guys have there "change class" and i did join the camp (ER). but u guess what? i didn't get anything at all..
i asked God why, and the answer is 'im too proud of my self" i feel like i need no this kind of class because i joint for several times in malaysia.
this is the first point that i want to emphasize on "PRIDE"
   +when u think u are great, i told u "He can makes the stone cleverer than u"
   +when u think u dont have to bow down to Him, "He can makes all the sands praise to Him"
living as christians, we have to learn "how to learn", we have to keep reminding our self, that life is about learning! nothing will be too much to be learnt .

as the time goes, i felt so weak, i felt so happy living in this current world! clubbin, smoking, and such
one time, there was a christian camp (hosted by christian fellowship monash campus) to one of the place here in melb, to explore the nature. i decided to join even i felt so lazy to do so. so finally i went for the camp.
on that camp, i didnt bring any heart of worship, heart as disciple, all i had is the heart of having fun!
and u guess? yeah God touched me and reminded me about my life.
this is the second point, "when you are weak, HE is strong"
   +when u feel like u are nothing, He just can makes u move the mountain
   +when u expect nothing, He is the surprise for u

the third point is, back to basic "Trust in Him, and have your Faith in Him"
yeah this is what God told me during the camp. totally trust in Him, and put my faith in Him, the creator of all nations.

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living in this uncomfortable zone, making me realized that who the true self of mine.
when i was in Malaysia, living with other christians, i can shout "God u are great"
when i was in church, i can jump like im flying
when i was together with those friends, i can tell His kindness
when i was surrounded by chrtistians, i proved myself that i prayed to Him everyday
when i was standing in the church i tell everybody that im holy and im great

when i am here surrounding by no one, living alone, go to church like normal people, no christian friends
what i do is showing me who am i.
pray? daily bread? praise Him in my actions? my words? bless others? shout out loud that HE is great?
BIG NO,
seek His presence in my daily life? probably yes, when i faced problems!!
sins? YES, im in love!
THIS IS WHO AM I, WHEN THERE IS NO ONE AROUND ME
BUT, UNTIL HE CAME TO ME, and reminding me!!
i realized how sinful and how selfish i am
i praise to Him for what He did, does, and doing in mylife!

==>thats it guys, who are you when u are alone? ask your self! and see whether u are truthful to him or the vice versa ?

if u are same with me, and u are aiming for the perfect time to come and bring ur sins to Him
i tell u "there will never be a perfect time"
so, DO IT NOW!!

God bless u guys!!

it is finished

2008-09-23T12:53:00.001-07:00

these are all the pics during my CB assignment 2..3000words business report,....

<== this one is token in the comp lab, i did my assignment there for 2 days, stayed until 5am (since it opens e24 hours)

and the rest is the situation in my friend's room..u see how messy is that..

i hope our effort on this assignment is worthy..i wanna get HD HD,,...T.T

ow there was a bowl of indomie..

it was our early breakfast..6am didnt sleep for the whole night!1 hahahahha

since saturday until tuesday, we stayed up until 8am, and sleep for few hours, and continue again....u see hoe stress we are...

another messy yet fear yet funny yet happy day

2008-09-23T12:34:00.000-07:00

these are my HK friends...and with whom i laugh and i fear lol

alrite, the title seems so complicated..

actually i have a lot of things to post..

but lets start from this current one..

ALMOST FIRE- almost famous

haha..yeah almost almost and almost...

i almost do the same thing again..which is fire alarm

long cut short, i help my friend to make beef pie..

and i just did some experiment, and i put some of it into the microwave, guess what happen? the pie was BURN

the smoke came out from the microwave and it was alot...

so shock!! run here and there to make sure the fire alarm wont ring..

it was really funny..and the funniest part was the video recording..

our neighbor instead of taping us than help us out..

but thanks for him,,it was really funny when i look at the video..ahhahaha

that is just a little part of it..but still....

oh ya...at the end the fire alarm didn't ring..

i think at that moment i almost kena heart attack!! wakakkakaka

everything just came back like before, we all went to the room and do assignment *sigh*

one of my friends randomly asked "do you want to see my ads? i did that in HK" (she is HK)

"ohh, alrite....!!"

started with the very normal scenes,,and suddenly we saw her appeared on the screen and she did quite ridiculous movement (is not her style) which is posing like a model and take picture in the mall..

the rest of us laugh like shit!! hahhaa really SHIOK!! hahahhaha

it just another entertainment during our assignment!

anyway feel free to watch our "burn puff" video!!

free from my assignments...^

another messy day

2008-09-22T05:16:00.001-07:00

as usual my blogging time is always my assignment time

consumer behaviour assignment is really sucks!! alot to write and discuss, is a 3000 words report

my day has become night and my night has become day

yesterday, i stayed up until 8am, did my assignment in my friend's room

my notes and my books were everywhere

this assignment is basically about consumer behaviour it self (as the units name).

have to analyze consumers' perception, involvement, attitude, social class, opinion leader, and group influences, the purpose is to let the marketers know, how important are these things in developing the marketing strategies.

it is actually quite interesting, however the topics are too deep, is kind of behavioural studies or can classified as the part of psychology studies.

and i realized, marketing is not just about selling and promoting the products and brands,

but it requires in depth understanding of consumer behaviour. what makes consumer interested in our product, what is their perception on our products, is our product involve a high or low degree of involvement. as well as how important is GOSSIP

think about this, how many times have you ask the opinions from your friends when you want to buy something? can u see how powerful is their opinions, they can simply just say something which will affect your buying behaviour.

when you heard about junk food, what will you think? unhealthy? do you realize how powerful the mass media are? they can just report, yesterday someone died because having too much big m*c. and tomorrow the restaurant will become very quite. everyone 'kia si' lol.

and do you realize that time by times, mass media and your superstar are trying to manipulate you. they teach you how to wear! they tell you the latest style! they do everything in order to change you.. question now is WHY? simple $$ money.

how many of you have watched Gossip Girl? do you realize that most of the time they bring some particular brands in their scenes..what are they trying to do? simple PROMOTION

telling you that by using this, by wearing that you will have the different social class, you will look different with others, you are just perfect!! *evil*

Gucci? LV? Chanel?

prestige? self satisfaction? whatever your needs and motivations, marketers are targeting you now !!!

be aware of it!!

nini's blog

2008-09-20T09:18:00.001-07:00

nini can u see this??

this is how your blog looks like in my browser

so i faced difficulties when i want to read it

hehehehehhehe

why why why ?

my new printer, is a photo printer,..disaster

2008-09-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

yo wes, hari ini ga bisa bangun pagi, jadi ga ke greja...

tapi nyusul ke kelas foundation greja..jadi nyampe juga d city

abis kelas fondi, temen gw dari berwick dateng..

jadi jalan de..

jalan ntah kmana dari melbourne central ampe flinders street..

dari bourke st ampe colin st, ampe elizabeth st

smuanya de

intinya capek

dalam perjalanan, ada satu row ruko getu, pada jual kamera..pas bangaet gw ama temen gw lagi nyari fim polaroid (critanya baru beli) second hand dari ebay..heheheh

trus gw liat2 lensa, lagi ngincer yg baru macro lense 100mm

abis itu gw liat ada photo printer canon, lagi promosi trus kecil dan portable

jadi gw decided tuk beli, pas uda nyampe rumah

gw pasang tuh printer

coba ngeprint langsung dari camera, eh bisa..keren yah..

abis itu masukin cdnya k laptop, mao install!! eh ternyata mac gw versi baru

itu cd untuk versi lama,,,berhubung baru beli, jadi semangat mencari d internet masi ada

eh ternyata gw dapet installernya

jadi gw install, dan gw coba pake printernya

ternyata it works... tapi pas pertengahan, kertasnya jam !!masyarakat..

ini printernya, bawah tuh hasilnya..lumayan loh hasilnya!!

ini cartridge plus photo papernya satu set, ga bisa terpisah!
ini cartridge yg uda rusak akibat paper yg jam!! sedih!! padahal masi ada 8 kertas yg belon terpake!!
ini isi dari cartridgenya.. kertas transparan warna warni..hehehhehehehe
intinya, gara2 jam itu, trial photo pack gw which is 10 lembar angus..(yg angus 8) untung k print 2!!

jadi aga sedih sekarang, ...huh moga2 mesinny ga rusak meski paper jam!!!

sekian terima kasih

cont'

2008-09-12T23:34:00.001-07:00

cool

i just found out another funny stuff from my can of drink MOTHER

can you see that? "warning high caffeine content..ok, we know that's why you're drinking it but our lame legal guys made us warn you not to feed this to kids, up the duff women or the weak who just can't tolerate it."

cool rite?

i love this packaging, it really attract consumers (when they actually read it)

since im studying marketing, i think i will watch this MOTHER and see how the ads is..

lol

visit library 2008 week 10

2008-09-12T22:38:00.000-07:00

as the title above!

today which is saturday!! im here! in library

currently in the lazy mood of assignment so just open up the blog and update it!!

hahahahah

alright, due to my assignments due next

week, i have to spend my week end fully on them..

feel a bit sleepy even i woke up at 12 today

so i decided to buy the drink from the vending machine, i saw one unique can in the vending machine, so i decided to try it, because it is new for me

and when i got that can of water, i actually dont know what the taste is

and the funny thing is the brand "MOTHER" under the name it stated "mother of all energy kicks" (AGAIN DONT KNOW HOW TO MOVE THE PICTURE PROPERLY)

i just wonder where is the father! lol...

pa kabar gw??

2008-09-12T09:51:00.000-07:00

berhubung uda lama ga update blog,...

jadi gw kabarin de kabar gw!!

kabar gw baik2 d sini

assignments mengggila...week 10!! the kille

r...

somehow hari ini gw aga seneng..soalnya masuk lab (comp lab) buat tutornya animation culture!!

buat animasi..di ajarin dasar2 flash!! lumayan...ikan yg gw gambar bisa bergerak..mata bisa berkedip

wkakkakakakkaka

at least ga teori lagi!! ada prakteknya....

hehehehhehehehehhe

oh ya...mao tao jadwal exam gw...

nih dia: (padahal tadi uda paste, malah munculnya d bawah) rese

ternyata., gw baru sadar klo gw ga begitu bisa pake blog ini

knp klo gw abis upload picture, gambarnya selalu muncul d paling atas, pada gw uda click d bawah... trus knapa abis gw enter, tulisan gw juga jadi ikutan center!! stress stress

hahahaha, anyway uda liat kan tuh time table!! cuman 2 paper bok

slesai tanggal 27 okt!! cepet abis..

tapi major assignment animation culture, due datenya tgl 24 oct!! jadi conclusionnya seh exam tgl 23, 24 ama 27!! hehehehhehehehehheheheheh

liat baik2 ga? venuenya caufield!!

gw tinggal d berwick, kampus d berwick!!

tapi examnya d caufield, tmt pacuan kuda!! wakkakakakakakak

tao brapa jauh?

measure dari :

malay: sunway ke cyberjaya (kaga ngebut)

singapore: pasir ris ampe boon lay (mrt)

batam: nagoya ke nongsa (nyamperin lucky plaza makan bak kut teh dulu ) pake mobil

di sini berwick caufield naik train approx. 40 min. (belon bangun pagi, jalan ke train station, nunggu train, sempit2an ama yg mao kerja, train yg dudul kadang suka telat, kadang suka berhenti kelamaan d station2 tertentu)

jadi bayangin aja!!

gw harus brangkat naik train yg jam 6an kali buat exam yg pagi...

alasannya :

1. klo trainnya mogok, bisa nunggu yg satu lagi

2. bisa cari2 tempat duduk dulu

3. bisa cari tau di mana tuh exam venuenya

4. kaga sempit2an ama om2 n mbak2

**train d sini cmn ada setengah jam sekali, kadang sejam sekali..jadi bayangin klo d tinggal train, trus brangkat jam 7...telat lah nyampe d caufieldnya..

hahhahahaha

oh cuaca d sini...

pas gw nyampe sini winter,,dingin, angin kencang, malam apa lagi

bulan september skrg, spring..siang kadang 17 kadang 21 (hari ini panas seh) tp angin sepoi2..

malam tetep dingin tp ga sedingin winter

nah, november donk...SUMMER dikirakan siang up to 41 derajat!! bayangin..malam blon cari tao

wkakkakakaka

kamar ga ada ACnya lagi...slama ini cmn buka jendela (kadang malah ga buka pake heater lagi)

oh summer..i will be here waiting for you!!!

oh ya trus mulai tanggal 3 oktober, day light savingnya bakal d plus sejam

jadi klo di:

malay ama sing jam 5, d sini jam 8

klo d indo jam 5, d sini jam 9

ini bakal berlangsung ampe april (klo ga salah)

sekian dulu untuk update terkini

bakal kembali lagi bersama Dino d channel yg sama

waktu TBA..hehehehehhehehe

see ya!!

God bless

what! what ever!

2008-08-31T06:10:00.000-07:00

he hey!!

i am really pissed off because of this blog..i copy from the previous post that i typed, and i cant copy it!!! WTF!!

so i decided not to repeat my events! just post these few pictures!! enjoy....

boring yet fun

2008-07-28T03:27:00.000-07:00

university life started. alot of new things happen

such as:

1. new room

2. new flat's mates

3. new subjects

4. new lectures

5. new class mates

6. new church

7. new community

8. new bed, pillow, pans, knife, plates, etc..

1 to 5 and 8 i will skip it

so the rest is number 6 and 7

okay start with number 6,

==NEW CHURCH==

okay, been here for 4 sundays

and so far i've been to 2 different churches

1 is a small but warm family church in berwick and the other one is indonesian church in the city.

yeah. is actually quite difficult to decide which one i should stay. both are comfortable

let see how it goes, but most probably i will stay in the indonesian church

because it feels like the one in Malaysia. and yeah i can turn my self from "kampong" to the city every week *lol*

==NEW COMMUNITY==

this community is as in church category.

i joined one cell group from the indonesian church last week, on friday start from 7 till drop

hahahhah, it was fun!! the people. the story, the words of God and the food!!

yeap...but the problem is "distance" is in the city, again it is very far!!

the cell leader is a girl who speak alot, laugh a lot, and share alot!!

yeah, i kinda love the athmosphere in the cell..so let see how it goes next week!!

hope i can gain something from it!!!

thats all for the new thinggies here!!......

see ya

history maker in Berwick campus

2008-07-28T03:16:00.000-07:00

it was so funny yet fear!!

you know what i did last week?

i dismiss all the classes in berwick campus

wanna know how it goes?

be prepared to laugh!!

here the story goes

someday last week, i decided to cook for lunch because i dont have any classes on that day

so i cooked rice, fish, and fried chicken..everything was alright

until "one chicken wing fell to the floor", my flat's mate picked it up and threw it into the hot boiling oil. and i was so shock, i decided to throw it away,..but the my friend said nvm...just put it in the oil for a while

yeap so i put it in, and the oil was spilt into the hot plate (we dont use fire) as a result a bounch of smoke came out from the hot plate

and u guess what, after a couple of minutes, tha fire alarm "RING"

everyone who stay in the halls have to be evacuated to the field..and when i was arrived at the field, i saw all of the students, tutors, and lectures were evacuating from the campus

i didnt realize that it was because of me

until one of the warden asked "who is cooking on the 1st floor" (where my room and kitchen is) and i raised my hand...

thats it!! DINO became so famous around the hall....

huh.....i'm one of the history makers in my residential!!

amazing!!

hop on campus

2008-07-07T05:07:00.000-07:00

yeah, today is my official day in campus

is a orientation day! well as i expected is pretty much the same with the other orientation

it is boring..how bored is that? hmm imagine if you sitting down in your pretty toilet and waiting for your sh*t to come out, no books, handphone, nothing that u can play of. yeah! is the same feeling!!

tempted to skip it, but somehow feel guilty..so decided to stay till the last. people were getting lesser when new session is started. is like the sh*t of you and me. when first, is a lot but when time goes, it is getting lesser and lesser and at the end no one!!

after the orientation, went back home and slept, while the others were playing football down there.

continue by dinner, i cooked spaghetti with the other two guys. timothy and tommy..both are my flat mate. actually just the door beside and infront.

and we ended up the day with watching kungfu panda.. it was so funny!!!

thats it for today!! waiting for tomorrow!! i hope it will be a fun and happy day

new new new

2008-07-06T06:35:00.001-07:00

yeah, finally i managed my ass here!!

in berwick melbourne!!, pretty nice here, the campus, the place i stay, weather, and friends!!

been here for 3 days!! and everything good!!

even first day, i did all the things alone. such as walking to one of the supermarket, hop on the bus to one of the shopping center, to bank!! everything alone..hahahaha

but fortunately, on the 2nd day i got new friends the came from mauritius, hong kong, singapore, and malaysia.. we went to springville where those asian markets are. bought some daily groceries one of the is INDOMIE yeah!! i made it!! lol

and we went to to city to have our dinner, italian food i guess!!

nice here!!

and having some dessert ice cream!! the top ice cream in melb? maybe!!

i love to be here!!!!! i guess my 3 years here will be fun and have to be fun!!!!^^

new chapter of mylife

2008-07-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

setelah berjuang selama 17 tahun di indo, 2 tahun d malay, akhirnya gw bisa menginjakkan kaki d luar asia tuk lanjutin kuliah gw

currently gw lg d sing, dan skrg adlh detik2 trakhir gw d sini (ga detik2 juga seh, berjam2)..

ntar malem gw bakal terbang ke aussie, tepatnya d melbourne.

dan mulai kamis pagi ini gw bakal memulai petualangan baru dalam hidup gue,

ga tao apa yg bakal gw rasain, yg pasti gw harus bisa enjoy mylife there..

gw uda pusing ngurusin transfer ini, jadi gw ga mao bgt sia2in kesempatan ini...

it will be a new step of my life, my future will depends on this step, so instead of fooling around i will add several recipes in my life, which is "study", on one hand i want to fully enjoy my life in australia and on the other hand i want to score the best and get my degrees as soon as possible

and jump into working place. hehehhee

my feeling right now is exciting yet afraid. afraid of lonely and excite of new experiences

i think my 'kampong' song can be use at this time, which is "bintang blablabla" lupa gw judulny

the lyric goes like this "malam2 aku sendiri, tanpa cintamu lagi ohhhhhhhh, hanya satu keyakinanku, bintang kan bersinar, menerpa hidupku, bahagia kan datang...."hahahahaa

yeah i will be alone at nite time, because i will be in my own room!!! not sharing anymore!!yeah!

yeah, without your love, because im with HIS love,

anyway, wish me all the best!!

hope to see you guys soon!!

janji jono

2008-06-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

akhirnya nyampe juga pantat gw d batam,..hahaha

uda totally say goodbye ama malaysia, soalnya visa gw uda beres..hehhehehe

ada satu topik neh yg gw mikirin mulu dari td malem..yaitu "janji"

orang indo sering bgt buat janji, janji sini janji sana sampai kadang ga mikir "apa seh arti sebuah janji itu"

akhirnya smua janji menjadi janji kosong,,coba perhatiin aja, klo ada satu yg ga tepatin janji trus klo d tagih pasti bilangnya "orang indo mah". emank ada apa dgn org indo? sama2 manusia kan?

ya basically itu aja seh,,coba d pikir lagi janji itu sebenarnya apa.....

nothing much to say,..

time to go

2008-06-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

yeap, is the last 12 hours for me to stay in sunway malaysia!!

anyway these past 2 days, i gathered with my friends (ecek2nya perpisahan)

first night, i went to Toni Roma's with the other

twelve. we had nice foods there, nice gathering, nice pictures and nice ice cream in hagan daze (gemana cara spellnya seh??)

and the next day, i went to korean restaurant near mentari court, with another 5. still, we have

a nice food, nice talk and everything is nice

the pictures are not yet available..hehehhe sorry bout that

oh ya, another crazy things is that the day before kher2 leaving malaysia, we had took some crazy pictures in our lovely house a-6-1...

here is it

say good bye

2008-06-21T12:01:00.000-07:00

all the planning that i have planned before

it is only done a half, and the rest i cancelled it

i decided to go back to my place where i belong on this monday

and it today, it would be my last day in Malaysia,

i really have not yet feel the sadness or anything that makes me feel sad

i was so confused with my self, i was thinking have i leave something here yet? did i finish my part here? or did i done my part as a friend?

i don't know..

but i think it is just the matter of time in missing something here

everything is so fine now! i get my things packed, get myself new jackets and shirts.

and i think it will be enough

oh ya, just few hours ago, i received email from monash australia regarding my request on the late arrival. yeap it is being approved!! happy!!

means i can delay my flight from 30th oh june to 3rd of july

anyway, i just don't feel like i wanna stay any longer here, it has been enough for me

enough in the sense of starting point.

but i gonna miss my house mates A61, my cell group, church mates, monash mates, and my "new" friends which is open day helpers..you know who am i talking about dude!!

anyway, wish you guys enjoy your life, find out what is next for your life

and chase it when you can, don't lose that chance..

wish you guys all the best and hope to see you soon guys!!

God bless you all""have a great and bless day

jumat yg belon ada rencana apa2

2008-06-19T22:47:00.000-07:00

wakaka...

tadi pagi ada kejadian lucu

gw pergi medical check up tuh

perlu urin ama x ray

hari sebelonnya tuh, gw makan barang ama farid n vina (ceritanya abis blajar bio)

wakakkaa, gw makan si abang ..makan pete!!!

guess what..kencingnya donk..bau abis..hahahhahahahahahahhahahhaha

trus ya terlanjur lah, gemana lagi..akhirnya kencing masukin botol dengan bau2 pete

hahahhaa

susternya pingsan kali yah...

skrg lagi bosan..pengen shopping!!!

arhghhh

selesai

2008-06-19T02:02:00.000-07:00

akhirnya perjuangan selama 3 minggu dalam menghadapi 3 exam slesai juga

one hand, senang uda slesai but on the other hand, quite confused...ga tao neh rasanya bosan aje

malah urusan visa ke aussi lom ada seberkas cahaya yg menyenangkan..

uda cape gw ngurusin yg ke aussi, uda sebulanan gw mikirin mulu..

makan ga netap (masa sih iya) lol, tidur ga cukup (pdhal main viwawa).. smuanya kacau de!!

tapi ya gw seneng aja pekerjaan Tuhan selalu on time,..but i hope visa bisa lebih cepet dari on timenya..klo gw bisa kriting gw!!

start from application, offer letter, payment, ticket, ecoe, smuanya sangat on time..bener2 ON.pas pasan ama waktunya!!

lama2 bisa gila juga gw...hahahahhahaha

anyway, now i have to enjoy my holiday!!

but not sure where to start!!

this week might be my last week in malaysia..(i hope so)**

and start from now on, i have to keep my eyes open, to see everybody surrounding me

include our lovely security pak HALIM..hahahahha

planning for this week:

friday cell group (might be last cell group)

saturday attend talk, continue by korean dinner

sunday morning church continue by the pre-departure breafing

monday dont know

tuesday to thursday become a driver and tourist as well

hahahahha

hopefully friday back to singapore

than spend my week end over there with family

and monday flying to melbourne

wow!! cool...

hopefully my plan will goes fluently and goes with chronological order

hahahahaa......

anyway anyway anyway

thanks for those post their chat on my chit chat box

hahahah.....

gathering to "Little Genting"

2008-04-12T10:09:00.000-07:00

FUN....

its all i can conclude from our journey on and at Little Genting.

little genting is a nice and chill place located near Cheras.

okay, i will start this blog from our way to little genting, this journey was fun yet fear^^

first of all it is because we have a super woman driver, that drove manual Myvi, i was fine on the first second, but everything doesn't seems right since we got lost before the real journey starts, and it followed by the uncontrolled car, which like to die because of the improper technique of driving. that cause me feel uncomfortable, i put down my ipod and my book, and help the driver to concentrate on the road and to follow the other car (since the other passenger is on the phone)

in the middle of our journey we switched the driver but i still the one sit at behind, at that time i feel so peaceful, because i know everything will fine. and at that moment i was thinking "yeah we can peacefully and safely arrive at our destination, but everything was so early to judge because the real fear just happened when we arrived at little genting. The road is going upward and our car is a manual car, so it is very difficult to control, plus there is a jam on the way up there, so our car is hanging in the middle of the upward road, and when we try to move our car, the car was uncontrollable sifted down, three of us was so panic at that time. so i chose to be a volunteer in the raining situation to control and arrange the car behind us so that the jam will be solved and the accident can be avoided. and guess what,, we did it !!

but our car didn't move, the gear is not on the right place, it still hung in the middle of the upward road. so four of us (three of them came from the other car) try to push the car -but actually i dont think its really help- soon when we push a little bit, the car moved and parked in a safe place.

everyone of us feel so happy, "huh"

after that "fear" moment, now we came to the happy moment

soon we arrived, we arrange our sits so everyone can sit and of course eat, LOL^^.

at that restaurant we all can see the whole Kuala Lumpur, the view was amazing and great!!

i think only Little Genting can showed this scenery, even the real Genting can't show this.

i was so excited when i saw that view, i directly took out my camera and shoot a lot of pictures

so the whole night we spent on chit chatting, eating, and of course picturing

hahahhaha, so cool......

these are some pictures that i captured in Little Genting

yesterday^

2008-04-12T09:58:00.000-07:00

let's talk about yesterday!!

hmm, yesterday me and friends went to ayam penyet to have our lunch

everything was so nice, till small accident happened. the accident was so sudden, it happened when we were on our way home, exactly in front of 'sport planet', a motorcycle hit our car and the driver was a girl or woman? or whatever...anyway it was a girl. at the end we finished the conflict without paying and be payed. but unintended our car got some crash, and the problem is that the car that we driven it was not our car, is rented car,, i don't really know what was happened when one of my friends returned the car.. but so far, all of us are doing good^^

after that accident, we all went home and prepare ourself for cell group.

my cell group was held in my church's office, and i was so happy because this is for the first time our cell has 11 members...hahahha

everything was good in our cell, after cell he went to asia cafe to have our dinner, is like a family gathering, we chatted, shared, and talked crap.. it was simple yet happy

after that i called out my day..

that's all for yesterday===

sad?

2008-04-10T11:25:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel so sad

i have no idea what the reason is, arghh so sad!!

now im sitting alone in my room chatting with friends with the sadness inside me

there is happiness out there, very close to me just one barrier that separate my sadness and the happiness, "a door"

out of my door, my house mates and friends are playing and messing around, the laugh sound seems so happy. but i dont really care of it.

i still remain in my seat with my eyes looking at my computer and messing around with my 'brain'

this evening i had my dinner with my cell leader, he planned to separate our cell into three. at that moment i was thinking who will come with who, and some jealousies came upon me..

=i care the size of the cell=, and at that moment God reminded me. "Dino, why do you bother this?" i'm not suppose to think all those problems, just flow in God's will. feel a little bit better now, at least now i know, i only have to surrender all to Him, all my wills, my wants, my everything. and everything will goes on His plan, and everythi

ng will be ok !!

*for: my cell leader and my partner (if u read this) i'm sorry for this silly thinking, i just try to be honest through this blog, it helps me feel better and sorry i can't discuss this problem directly with u all...

maybe this is one of the sources of my sadness, but i hope tomorrow everything will be different. ^^

thats it for today

a poem from Charm

2008-04-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

I Must Be The Luckiest

Awake just as the sun peeps from its bed;

I know it’ll be another great day ahead.

The jangle of keys sparks something within me,

Oh boy, oh boy, am I happy!

I skip to the door and wait anxiously;

Snuffle my nose at the familiar smell,

And my tail wags almost automatically,

My loved one’s at the door, I can tell.

He smells nice and is all dressed up too,

Top to toe immaculate as ever.

Except for the missing right shoe,

Briefcase in one hand and said shoe in the other.

In a mad rush, he fumbles for his car keys,

A stack of files fall to the floor.

I offer to help and greet him with a kiss,

But he waves me away and points me to my door.

He shouts at me to take a hike,

Raises a hand and threatens to strike.

I obey and hang my head in disappointment,

But it’s okay, he must be late for an appointment.

I’ll play with him later at 6 o’ clock,

‘till then I might just roll around under the sun.

Already I see a toad behind a garden rock,

Unpleasant morning aside, this is going to be fun!

Finally it’s evening and my best friend returns.

He’s two hours late and is looking so burned.

I sit patiently at the entrance to welcome him back,

He says, “Sorry about this morning, here’s a little snack”

Come night time, I cosy myself into a room I can barely fit.

It’s uncomfortable, uncleaned and foul scented,

Nonetheless I smile on the inside, highly contented.

For tomorrow will be another great day, I just know it.

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i got this poem from Charm while we are chatting in msn

she commented on this poem, she said:

"cute right? cause dogs are always happy with simple things, don't ask for much. not like us." (Charm, K., 2008)

i really agreed with this statement, not on the "cute" even though it is. but the statement that i want to discuss is simple things.

human tends to ask much on their life, most of us did not appreciate on every single thing that happen in our life. we always feel it is not enough and it should be more. as a result we will feel frustrated.

i learn from this poem, it told me to appreciate on simple things

and i would relate this appreciation with thankful

both of them is different but have a close relationship.

think about it !!!

p.s: when u can appreciate and thankful in a very simple thing, your life will not be as complicated as now, try it, make your life easy and happy with appreciation and thankful.

family = treasures

2008-04-08T03:30:00.000-07:00

it was last night, where i feel the importance of family

God show me how if i lost my family, how my feeling will be when my mom and dad past away...

i really can't imagine that, but last night God discovered it in my dream

after that dream, i realize that i have been wasting a lot of time in my life. i didn't treasure my family, i just treat them as the way i like. i didn't think much

it will be too late if i am not starting to love them from this moment, nothing as important as family. i really want to use my time to make them happy for the rest of their life.

my family is non-christian believer, i am the only one

but i strongly believe that one day God will show His presence in the middle of our family

no more fear in stead of love, i will keep praying for them and i want them to live their life to the fullest

i really love my family so much, even i can't say it out loud, i really love you guys

God will bless u all much in everything that you do !!

glory to God

2008-04-07T11:45:00.000-07:00

so far but still so close

even though i have never see Him and talk to Him in four eyes

but He is so close to me, He fills my life with His spirit and His glory

He renew me time by times. i really experiencing it, it does not stop yesterday and today

but it continues day by day, year by year, until the day He comes and fetch His bride. "He wants to come and fetch His bride, but she is not ready. She must stop sinning because God's bride is holy." (Retha, M. and Aldo, M. 2007)

this quotation tell me and us to prepare our self, because He is coming soon, sooner that we can expect.

guys be ready to it. prepare ourself and im sure one day we can meet in His kingdom!!

God bless you all so much