living in the uncomfortable zone

living in the uncomfortable zone teach me how to live my life to the fullest.

i have been here for about 3 months, 
and it is my first time to step into the life, where i have to reform and plant my self into a new church
it sounds good, but in fact it doenst taste so good. 
my current physical life is just so perfect, but my spiritual life is kind like 'dying'. 

i thought everything will be find here, my life, my study, my friends, my church and my community 
everything is very perfect, just my church and my community life is not.
i've been to two churches here, one is indonesian church (is really like fgcc) and the other one is family church (very small church)
the indonesia church is so far a way, one hour journey by train, so two hours for two ways. and it is in the morning
the family church is close to my place, the ps pick us up every sunday evening

in indonesia church, i joint the the class like i did in malaysia, the materials were all the same as u guys have there "change class" and i did join the camp (ER). but u guess what? i didn't get anything at all..
i asked God why, and the answer is 'im too proud of my self" i feel like i need no this kind of class because i joint for several times in malaysia. 
this is the first point that i want to emphasize on "PRIDE" 
                 +when u think u are great, i told u "He can makes the stone cleverer than u"
                 +when u think u dont have to bow down to Him, "He can makes all the sands praise to Him"
living as christians, we have to learn "how to learn", we have to keep reminding our self, that life is about learning! nothing will be too much to be learnt . 

as the time goes, i felt so weak, i felt so happy living in this current world! clubbin, smoking, and such
one time, there was a christian camp (hosted by christian fellowship monash campus) to one of the place here in melb, to explore the nature. i decided to join even i felt so lazy to do so. so finally i went for the camp. 
on that camp, i didnt bring any heart of worship, heart as disciple, all i had is the heart of having fun! 
and u guess? yeah God touched me and reminded me about my life. 
this is the second point, "when you are weak, HE is strong" 
                 +when u feel like u are nothing, He just can makes u move the mountain 
                 +when u expect nothing, He is the surprise for u

the third point is, back to basic "Trust in Him, and have your Faith in Him"
yeah this is what God told me during the camp. totally trust in Him, and put my faith in Him, the creator of all nations. 

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living in this uncomfortable zone, making me realized that who the true self of mine.
when i was in Malaysia, living with other christians, i can shout "God u are great" 
when i was in church, i can jump like im flying 
when i was together with those friends, i can tell His kindness 
when i was surrounded by chrtistians, i proved myself that i prayed to Him everyday 
when i was standing in the church i tell everybody that im holy and im great

when i am here surrounding by no one, living alone, go to church like normal people, no christian friends
what i do is showing me who am i. 
pray? daily bread? praise Him in my actions? my words? bless others? shout out loud that HE is great? 
BIG NO, 
seek His presence in my daily life? probably yes, when i faced problems!! 
sins? YES, im in love! 
THIS IS WHO AM I, WHEN THERE IS NO ONE AROUND ME
BUT, UNTIL HE CAME TO ME, and reminding me!! 
i realized how sinful and how selfish i am
i praise to Him for what He did, does, and doing in mylife! 

==>thats it guys, who are you when u are alone? ask your self! and see whether u are truthful to him or the vice versa ?

if u are same with me, and u are aiming for the perfect time to come and bring ur sins to Him 
i tell u "there will never be a perfect time" 
so, DO IT NOW!!

God bless u guys!! 

it is finished

these are all the pics during my CB assignment 2..3000words business report,....

<== this one is token in the comp lab, i did my assignment there for 2 days, stayed until 5am (since it opens e24 hours) 

and the rest is the situation in my friend's room..u see how messy is that..

i hope our effort on this assignment is worthy..i wanna get HD HD,,...T.T

ow there was a bowl of indomie..

it was our early breakfast..6am didnt sleep for the whole night!1 hahahahha

since saturday until tuesday, we stayed up until 8am, and sleep for few hours, and continue again....u see hoe stress we are... 

another messy yet fear yet funny yet happy day

these are my HK friends...and with whom i laugh and i fear lol

alrite, the title seems so complicated..

actually i have a lot of things to post..

but lets start from this current one..

ALMOST FIRE- almost famous 

haha..yeah almost almost and almost...

i almost do the same thing again..which is fire alarm

long cut short, i help my friend to make beef pie..

and i just did some experiment, and i put some of it into the microwave, guess what happen? the pie was BURN

the smoke came out from the microwave and it was alot...

so shock!! run here and there to make sure the fire alarm wont ring..

it was really funny..and the funniest part was the video recording..

our neighbor instead of taping us than help us out..

but thanks for him,,it was really funny when i look at the video..ahhahaha

that is just a little part of it..but still....

oh ya...at the end the fire alarm didn't ring..

i think at that moment i almost kena heart attack!! wakakkakaka

everything just came back like before, we all went to the room and do assignment *sigh* 

one of my friends randomly asked "do you want to see my ads? i did that in HK" (she is HK)

"ohh, alrite....!!"

started with the very normal scenes,,and suddenly we saw her appeared on the screen and she did quite ridiculous movement (is not her style) which is posing like a model and take picture in the mall..

the rest of us laugh like shit!! hahhaa really SHIOK!! hahahhaha

it just another entertainment during our assignment! 

anyway feel free to watch our "burn puff" video!! 

free from my assignments...^

another messy day

 as usual my blogging time is always my assignment time

consumer behaviour assignment is really sucks!! alot to write and discuss, is a 3000 words report

my day has become night and my night has become day

yesterday, i stayed up until 8am, did my assignment in my friend's room

my notes and my books were everywhere

this assignment is basically about consumer behaviour it self (as the units name). 

have to analyze consumers' perception, involvement, attitude, social class, opinion leader, and group influences, the purpose is to let the marketers know, how important are these things in developing the marketing strategies. 

it is actually quite interesting, however the topics are too deep, is kind of behavioural studies or can classified as the part of psychology studies. 

and i realized, marketing is not just about selling and promoting the products and brands,

but it requires in depth understanding of consumer behaviour. what makes consumer interested in our product, what is their perception on our products, is our product involve a high or low degree of involvement. as well as how important is GOSSIP

think about this, how many times have you ask the opinions from your friends when you want to buy something? can u see how powerful is their opinions, they can simply just say something which will affect your buying behaviour. 

when you heard about junk food, what will you think? unhealthy? do you realize how powerful the mass media are? they can just report, yesterday someone died because having too much big m*c. and tomorrow the restaurant will become very quite. everyone 'kia si' lol. 

and do you realize that time by times, mass media and your superstar are trying to manipulate you. they teach you how to wear! they tell you the latest style! they do everything in order to change you.. question now is WHY? simple $$ money. 

how many of you have watched Gossip Girl? do you realize that most of the time they bring some particular brands in their scenes..what are they trying to do? simple PROMOTION

telling you that by using this, by wearing that you will have the different social class, you will look different with others, you are just perfect!! *evil* 

Gucci? LV? Chanel? 

prestige? self satisfaction? whatever your needs and motivations, marketers are targeting you now !!!

be aware of it!! 

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nini can u see this??

this is how your blog looks like in my browser 

so i faced difficulties when i want to read it

hehehehehhehe

why why why ?

my new printer, is a photo printer,..disaster

yo wes, hari ini ga bisa bangun pagi, jadi ga ke greja...

tapi nyusul ke kelas foundation greja..jadi nyampe juga d city

abis kelas fondi, temen gw dari berwick dateng..

jadi jalan de..

jalan ntah kmana dari melbourne central ampe flinders street.. 

dari bourke st ampe colin st, ampe elizabeth st 

smuanya de

intinya capek

dalam perjalanan, ada satu row ruko getu, pada jual kamera..pas bangaet gw ama temen gw lagi nyari fim polaroid (critanya baru beli) second hand dari ebay..heheheh

trus gw liat2 lensa, lagi ngincer yg baru macro lense 100mm

abis itu gw liat ada photo printer canon, lagi promosi trus kecil dan portable

jadi gw decided tuk beli, pas uda nyampe rumah 

gw pasang tuh printer

coba ngeprint langsung dari camera, eh bisa..keren yah..

abis itu masukin cdnya k laptop, mao install!! eh ternyata mac gw versi baru

itu cd untuk versi lama,,,berhubung baru beli, jadi semangat mencari d internet masi ada

eh ternyata gw dapet installernya

jadi gw install, dan gw coba pake printernya

ternyata it works... tapi pas pertengahan, kertasnya jam !!masyarakat..

ini printernya, bawah tuh hasilnya..lumayan loh hasilnya!!

ini cartridge plus photo papernya satu set, ga bisa terpisah!
ini cartridge yg uda rusak akibat paper yg jam!! sedih!! padahal masi ada 8 kertas yg belon terpake!!
ini isi dari cartridgenya.. kertas transparan warna warni..hehehhehehehe
intinya, gara2 jam itu, trial photo pack gw which is 10 lembar angus..(yg angus 8) untung k print 2!! 

jadi aga sedih sekarang, ...huh moga2 mesinny ga rusak meski paper jam!!!

sekian terima kasih

cont'

cool

i just found out another funny stuff from my can of drink MOTHER

can you see that? "warning high caffeine content..ok, we know that's why you're drinking it but our lame legal guys made us warn you not to feed this to kids, up the duff women or the weak who just can't tolerate it." 

cool rite?

i love this packaging, it really attract consumers (when they actually read it) 

since im studying marketing, i think i will watch this MOTHER and see how the ads is..

lol