b.l.o.g

been reading my friends' blogs. 

and i found out that people tends to blog when they feel upset. 

when they feel miserable, when they thing they have no one to talk to. 

(well that's more on my self) 

blowing wind

summer 

the trees were green 

the wind was breezing 

the birds were singing 

life seems meaningful 

autumn 

mellow of the trees

chilling of the wind 

empty sky 

life is fading 

winter 

leaves on the ground 

fog cover the sky 

birds are hiding 

life seems meaningless 

sinking boat

sink. 

everything feels like lost forever, 

no good reason to holding on. 

every breath is a waste of energy 

every step is the move to the end

sink. 

never know what is going on 

even now everything seems meaningless

every reality is a pain 

every dreams is a fantasy 

sink. 

sitting on the boat 

i lost the balance 

i lost the comfort 

i fall 

i'm sinking 

i don't know what happen, 

and i can't react 

games that never end 

and i'm falling slowly. 

all i need is love