routine in exam periods

awakened by the melody of birds

the moment i opened up my heavy eyes

i was surprised

i was greeted by the warm welcome from the summer air

later afternoon, the unusual broiling air heavily waved through my window

and yet i realized it is still spring

put on my summer clothes to make sure my body is ready for the heat

and i head to school to begin my daily routine

nothing else besides perching on the rolling chair and flipping through my notes with the fragrance cup of coffee to make sure i am ready for the rest of my day.

run across familiar strangers in library, listened to undesirable noises

i told my self i need to pinpoint on my books and notes

the routine in the library ended by the familiar voice saying 'library close in 5 minutes'

loaded my 'equipment' into my -great gift from my friends- bag, as i ready to go

the frame of mind rooted by my cup of coffee faded away, as the sun begin to say good bye for the day

my stomach began to play the rolling drum, reminded me it is the time to fill some edible stuffs in to it.

prepared my dinner as i reached home, and finished it while enjoying some entertainment streaming from my computer.

i called it a day when the time showed 04:35am

4.01 am

hey there,

i know my blog is basically my own conversation, but who cares.

cause i found it interesting when i read back all those memories. :)

now is 4.01 am tuesday.

exam is next week, and i havent prepare yet.

i just dont have the mood to study.

these few days, i've been thinking of Dickinson, the people there and the experiences i had last year. time flies, it has been a year since i last saw them, but somehow it feels like last couple of weeks.

besides, i also have a tension to fly to malaysia, to meet up my friends there, as i guess i need an update from them.

i miss all of them, like really do.

life in melbourne is so far so good. nothing much happen

but what i realize from myself is im random, i hate my randomness.

and i think im weird too :D/

but wells, i dont give a shit, i dont care

i mean i just dont want to think of it.

i want to go back to dickinson so badly, like really2 bad..

i miss the snow, the apartment, wal mart, wendy's, and mates over there. :(

im thinking of the song which made me get to know tom, but i couldnt remember anything.

so frustrated, omg. .

huh.

okay thats about it i guess.

summer is coming :)

i hope i will have a fantastic holiday :D