Thursday, December 9, 2010

cross paths

goodbye my love
my time here is up
we met by fate
we leave with faith

for one day we shall meet again
for one day we shall cross paths again

with hope
with dream
we have the courage

we know we will meet again

till then take care


Sunday, December 5, 2010

letter for me

im writing this down to remind me of who am i in this time

i am lost without vision
i am miserable without you
i am confused without plans

i am yet to discover who i am
i am yet to realise what i want to do
i am yet to decide where i am going to be
i am yet to believe in my self

don't ask me why
because i don't know either.
the old me has clearly gone
the one who knows what to do next
the one who knows who is he gonna be
the one who knows where is he gonna stay

but once i see part of the world
once i shift from one interest to another one
once i meet new people in my life
once i share my experiences

i am once became the clay that yet to be shape

but i make a promise to myself
i will soon resolve all these problems.
i will soon reveal all these secrets
i know i will and i know i can

just let me be who ever i am now



you the soul that always there

for you,

here i am filling up this empty page with words and thoughts
here i am to say
thank you for who you are

you are the soul
the water that keep me flourish
the sun that keep me growing

you are the soul
the moon that keep me asleep
the stars that show me the lights

you are far
yet so close

you are no one
but your self

and i want to be the same for you
i want you to be happy
i want you to smile
i want you to keep shining

problem is always there, so does solution
sadness is always there, so does happiness
whenever you feel down, do remember there are other stuffs to keep you moving forward
past is past, future is yet to come, and now, now is the time for you to enjoy and cherish

last
i want you to be the rainbow
the colour that fill the sky after the darkness

i want you to be the rainbow
the promise that you will keep

i want you to be the rainbow
just because it is the beauty that no other things can compared to

and by rainbow i mean you
you are the rainbow

when you find this

goodbye

the simplest // hardest word to say. to learn. to understand. and to experience.
most people hate to say goodbye, because once you say that word, you stand a chance to not be able to see that person ever again.

promises come next
i don't believe in promise, because even myself i can't make a promise
so i don't expect people to do the same
but deep in my heart i'd loved to receive it
how many promises do we make each day? and how many do end up keeping?

distraction appears later.
one factor that demolishes and fades the promise away
like a wind blowing the dust away
like a sun shining the light to keep the moon away
your happiness. your sorrows. your time. and your life.
they are everything that keep you away from your promises. or should i say vice versa.

regrets never stop coming.
one last thing is regret.
they come without asking our permission, they go without seeking our acknowledgment
they are the fear in our life.

i am here,
learning how to say goodbye

learning how to keep my promises
learning how to avoid all the distractions
and of course learning how to stop the regrets in coming into my life.

but i shall not be the only one. they other person that you are saying goodbye with have to understand this. otherwise you and i will be standing alone, fighting for what we think is worth, but in fact it turns up to be nothing.