lost

what are we exactly looking for in our life?

i am 100% sure everyone has thought about this question

but what is the answer?

happiness? happiness is subjective

and honestly speaking i don't know what happiness really is for me

maybe acceptance?

i am insecure of who i really am, but i guess even thou you are not insecure of who you really are, you are still constantly looking for acceptance from others, isn't that what we have been doing through out our life? we try do the the best in school to prove to our parents that we can, we try to socialise with the community to get more friends, we do all the things to get acceptance not only from others but also from ourselves. no?

so then, what is the purpose of our life? god is? i dont know and i am not sure

my minds and my thought have been filled with nonsense thoughts

i dont even know what i am really talking about now, i literally typed out what is coming out in my mind.

moral of this blog is, i dont know what i am doing, and i dont know what i am going to do, i am lost. enough said